August 11, 2005

Gratitude and junk food

I'm depressed. Today is a bit difficult. I have a migraine. I feel slightly useless. Most importantly, I feel despair creeping in through the cracks of my duck-tape sealed optimism.

The truth is, I've been trying since April to find something, but junior attorney positions are hard to come by in Montreal. Add to that the fact that we are numerous to be looking for something, and you get a depressed beaver on a Thursday afternoon.

I've always been about action, so not working is eventually taking its toll. I mean, I usually get by with ignoring my own emotions, but something happened today that overcame all my well-built defenses :

My mum !



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Mothers are wonderful beings.

They love, care and tend to their offspring unconditionally.

They sacrifice, listen and take time to help their progeny without expecting anything in return.

They are the reason we become adults full of love and hope.

They unlock our carefully-packed emotions and make us loose all our wonderful containment.

God bless all mothers, they deserve our devotion and gratitude !

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So now that I'm back in touch with how depressed I am, I need some help.
So tonight, Dave and I will bask in each other's presence, and indulge in horrible, horrible sins : tonight, I'm calling in the Terrible Three : Pizza, Ice-cream, and Angel's 2nd season.

Pizza will feed me and remind me of happier times.

Ice-cream will make me smile with the glorious pleasure of cold and creamy texture and irresistible flavor.

Angel will make me numb to any other thought that might make me cry.
Thank goodness for comfort food !

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Tomorrow, I hit the mountain for a 3-hour long hike, and I'll hit the gym.
I need to counter the long-lasting effects of the Terrible Three.


The Beaver


P.S. Thanks Lewis, for posting on my guest map ! Little gestures like that do go a long way :)

Taking the third road (independent sustainable development)

The Inspiration :

This post is inspired by a comment made on the Cuban government by The Voice.
"The wounds with Cuba are deep for America and the expatriates who were forced to leave Cuba after Fidel came to power. I have mixed feelings about it all because while Fidel's government is something I do not completely agree with, I understand his idealistic belief in distributing the wealth. It is evident he had tremendous hatred for American business interests which he felt were literally taking advantage of Cuba's beauty and treating her like a whore buying her, using her and ignoring her suffering.

Fidel's reaction to America was but an omen of how other third world people would react toward to the US in time. Viet Nam, Iran, El Salvador and many other nations began to stand up against the US business interests and the results have proven to be a steady decline in world opinion. America is fast becoming the only nation that believes itself to be a defender of freedom."

This side note reminded me of events long forgotten and inspired this long digression...

The Sankara Example

In 1987, I witnessed through the local media Fidel Castro's visit to Thomas Sankara, the president of Burkina Faso.

Mathaba worded perfectly the relevance of the Sankara example : "The revolution Sankara led between 1983 and 1987 was one of the most creative and radical that Africa has produced in the decades since independence. He started to blaze a trail that other African countries might follow, a genuine alternative to Western-style modernization and, like other radical African leaders such as Patrice Lumumba and Amilcar Cabral, was shot down as a result. Whereas his murderer, still in power eight years later, has pursued self-enrichment and politics as usual and has been celebrated by the West for his compliance."

I lived in Burkina Faso from 1979 to 1983 and from 1987 to 1991. The events which I will describe and discuss below happened while I was in the capital, Ouagadougou, and were experienced first-hand by my family.

Who was Thomas Sankara, and what did he do that was so amazing ?

Sankara was a socialistic leader of military influence, like Fidel Castro and Che Guevara. He had taken the power by force in the wake of the strike movements of 1982 and landed the presidency in 1983. He was perceived by the locals (and, to a large extent in West Africa, still is) to be an unassuming, charismatic leader who had great plans for his people. His ideology was mostly about national emancipation and progress.

To illustrate this further, he changed the country's name from Upper Volta to Burkina Faso, which in Morré means "land of the men of honor".

The major political points of Sankara's ideology were the following :

  • To emancipate the country from France's tutorship and promote a lifestyle that corresponded to the countresourcesurces. This correlated with complete refusal ofimperialististic influence in the country, and accordingly, soured the relationship with the United states.
  • To fight against the political leader's corruption with radio-transmitted trials. Though not abolished, capital punishment is never requested. As a leader, he reduces the his own standard of living.
  • To prioritize on education and health. In 1983, the local average expectancytancy is of 40 years.
  • To encourage the local economy wiprotectionistnnist policy.

Though not democratically elected, Sankara was considered by the general population to be a hero and still is an iconic figure in Western Africa. This had to do with the very concrete actions that he took during his short presidency and the hope they gave the people.

  • Massive immunization campaigns considerably reduced the infantile death toll, the highest in Africa at the time.
  • A considerable amount of schools and hospitals were being built.
  • An important agricultural reform which included redistributing the land to the peasants, augmenting the local crop selling prices and the suppression of agricultural taxes.
  • The institution of a court system.
  • Important women's liberation measures : banning and criminalization of excision practices, polygamy reglementation, encouragement to their participation in the political scene, etc. "I can hear the roar of women's silence", said Thomas Sankara.
  • Housing support measures such as lowering rents and building social housing complexes.

Important partners to these reforms were Cuba and Canada. The US were present as well, but to a much lesser extent, and for obvious reasons. Remember that the cold war is still going on at this time.

The abrupt end of Sankara's crusading dream

Anyway, on October 15th, 1987, Sankara was murdered, along with his aides, by Blaise Compaore, his second in command. He was 37 years old. Though originally declared dead of natural causes (as you can see on the death certificate), the truth of his assassination was of public knowledge. I know this because I, the teenager, found out about it within 30 minutes of it happening. Everyone being aware of what had really happened, Compaoré and his followers installed a climate of terror in the Capital.

Sankara's inhumation itself caused a lot of anger, sadness and fear, as he was initially put to rest in a makeshift burial ground, along with his aides, like some animal put to sleep. The population went massively to pay homage to his memory on the grisly burial site as well as some local expatriates (my own father was one of them). Eventually, he was given a decent sepulture.

The following month was filled with woe and sorrow, as curfues were enforced with violence in the city. Children did not go to school, and adults went out of their homes only when necessary, and in broad daylight. It is said that the people who were caught in the street past the curfue were never seen again, their vehicules and shoes symbolicly left on the road to signify that they were not returning.

These events caused massive mourning and contributed greatly to Sankara becoming an icon of emancipation from the West.

The return of corruption to the presidential palace

Because Sankara's reign did not last very long, nobody knows how Burkina would be today had he survived.

However, we do know what happened after his death :

  • Nov 1987 : The Committees fordefensefence of the Revolution, the local bodies which had replaced traditional Elites, are abolished.
  • 1988 : Salaries of civil servants, reduced under Sankara, are increased and the special tax that forced them to contribute to health and education projects is scrapped.
  • Sept 1989 : Lingani and Zongo attempt to oust Compaoré in a coup and are executed.
  • Dec 1989, 31st : Sankara supporters are detained without trial for over a year. Lecturer Guillaume Sessouma dies during torture.
  • Dec 1990 : The draft constitution guarantees freedom of association and expression and property rights. It provides for an elected President and National Assembly.
  • May 1991 : All political prisoners are released.
  • Dec 1991 : Blaise Compaoré wins the presidential election. This is not surprising since he is the only candidate . 73 per cent of the electorate do not vote.
  • March 1994 : Compaoré tightens his control, sacking the prime minister to install a loyalist.

In 1998, the constitution was amended to allow Compaoré to stay in power indefinitely. To this day, Compaoré still assumes presidency, and no democratic elections have taken place.

The silent accomplices

In the meantime, the West was checking out the ons and abouts of Compaoré's new regimen :

  • Dec 1988 : A World Bank report lauds the unusually high standards of financial management in Burkina Faso during the revolutionary years while noting the increasing incidence of corruption since Compaoré's takeover.
  • Early 1991 : A structural-adjustment package is agreed with the International Monetary Fund, involving privatization and liberalization of the market.
  • 1993 : The IMF lends Burkina $67m for 1993-5 on condition that it continues implementing free-market policies.
  • June 1993 : An official presidential visit to Paris establishes Compaoré as France's favorite ally in West Africa.
  • Jan 1994 : The CFA franc is halved in value in relation to the French franc at the insistence of Paris and the International Monetary Fund.

I'll leave the conclusions draw themselves.

Sankara's immortality

Though completely thinned out by Compaoré's policies, Sankara's legacy to the young African generation remains huge : he demonstratedevelopingeam of developping a third-world country without exterior domination can become very tangible. By many ways, his death allowed him to become the embodimentindependentals of independant, sustainable development which are still very alive in many :


"I would like to leave behind me the conviction that if we maintain a certain amount of caution and organization we deserve victory... You cannot carry out fundamental change without a certain amount of madness. In this case, it comes from nonconformity, the courage to turn your back on the old formulas, the courage to invent the future. It took the madmen of yesterday for us to be able to act with extreme clarity today. I want to be one of those madmen. We must dare to invent the future."
Thomas Sankara, 1985


ON ON !

The Beaver


Sources :
The Thomas Sankara Website (in French)
Mathaba's "Who killed the lion king?" article
Sankara quotes (do read them, they're wonderful)

August 10, 2005

Addiction, I know thine name...

I started blogging to keep in touch with my family during an overseas assignment that lasted 6 months.

When I came back, I kept on blogging to keep in touch with the friends I left behind

Now, I blog also to vent, express my thoughts and opinions, and to have a place I call my own.

Now, my blog has become my 2nd life. Thank you, readers, for being a part of it.

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Dave says I worship the Internet.

Here's what happens daily :

9:00AM
*Beaver checking emails and having morning coffee*
Dave : - Doing your morning prayer, honey ?
Dave then leaves and Beaver gets the machine to herself (hehehe)

9:00PM
*Beaver putting comments on a random blog somewhere on the blogosphere*
Dave : - Doing your evening prayer, honey ? *goes to bed*

3:00AM
*Dave is sound asleep. Beaver sneaks out of the room to check her own blog and to to comment back at whoever commented*

Isn't Dave exagerating ?

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To prove Dave wrong, I did the scientific thing. I took an Internet test. Here's what it says :

Total Internet Addict!
I am 59%
Internet Addict.
I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer!


See, it's not that bad ! Ok gotta let you go people, I need to go google my neighbour, his wife, and all his family !

ON ON !

The Beaver

August 08, 2005

Bof...

Does it even exist in the dictionary ? In the French culture, bof means indifference, apathy, disdain. Example :
-"How was your day, honey ?"
-"Bof."
Bof sums up the amount of un-happen-ness that can exist in one's life.

It expresses the boredom at one's life.
It's a short and sweet way of saying that you have nothing to say.

Today, is a bof day. It's 4:11 PM in Montreal and the place where I got the interview did not call me at all for the job. Today could have been the day where my jobless state ended. Instead, it's a bof day.

Sometimes I wonder about the exact necessity of working. I mean, deep down, I do my thing everyday. I use my legal knowledge to help my friends, my family, and even random strangers. I get involved in my community. I bake bread. I go out. I see my friends. So to be honest, the only reason I should get a job is to pay my bills. What do I say to this ?

Bof...

The Beaver


P.S. The recruiting office of the Forces called today about a few details of my security check. I think they're trying to fast-track me. Now, that doesn't deserve a bof. More like a yeah !

August 07, 2005

Impervious to sects ?

Because I've been avoiding these topics for so long, I feel I have no choice but to tackle them once and for all : so now that we've talked a bit about politics, let's talk religion ! (But in an appetizing sort of way !)

Appetizers :
I was walking home after a nice evening with friends (I'm trying to end my dependancy to my car), when I overheard a fascinating conversation in the street.

A small crowd of 3 people is having an animated conversation about religion in the middle of the street. Amused (curious?) I linger around, listen in, and eventually join the conversation.

As it turns out, they're all born again christians, some more than others.

So far, so good. I mean, I don't buy in the group worship thing, but I beleive in freedom of religion, so why not ?

The Cold Entree :
I was amazed at the guy's persistence. No matter what argumentation I would present him, he would just persist in his sales pitch without addressing any of the issues I was raising. The "conversation", which I would prefer to call a conversion attempt resolved in me telling him that his frequent interruptions meant that he was disrepecting him, at which point he lost all coherence and told me that Jesus was disrespected when he was telling the truth. I took this as it flew by and said that then I must be telling the truth and left.

What truth was I saying ? A very relative one, I guess...

The Warm Soup :
Raised a Roman Catholic, I turned my back at age 15 on a religious practice that I felt was old, disconnected from the world and inappropriate to my spiritual needs. Though I gave up the practice, I kept the principles and values, and still define myself as an agnostic of catholic influence. I keep my roots, leave the dogma behind and stay open to mystery.

The Plat de Resistance:
When I was a child, I thought that God was like a father who had different children, with whom he had a different way of communicating. To me, Jews, Muslims, Catholics, Protestants, Bouddists, Hindouists etc. all relate to the same divine entity, but in a different way which is fit to the individual, the culture, etc. Because my point of view promotes diversity, tolerance and moderation, the direct conclusion to it is that ANY FUNDAMENTALIST practices (be it Christian, Muslim, Jewish or whatever) has got something wrong with it.

The Cheese :
Fundamentalism promotes a one-way attitude when looking at things. It promotes the existence of a sole truth, that can in no way be relative - only the fundamentalist is right, and everyone else will go to Hell (litterally!). A fundamentalist can do no wrong, because he is governed by God in all his actions. A fundamentalist will go to heaven no matter how bad he behaves, because he was "born again" in God. Basically, they take all the teachings of Jesus and keep only one, which is to beleive. The others don't matter as much. Non-violence, charity, generosity, love, hope all are much less important than the imperative to "beleive". In a way, in this system, the Lord is a banker. He invests in you, and if you pay up by buying in the faith, you go to Heaven. If you're a sceptic like me and you live a life of charity, love, and tolerance, you'll go to Hell. Isn't there something wrong with this picture ?

The Dessert:
I'll leave you guys with a quote from an iconic made-in Hollywood movie from my teenage years :
Little Girl : "Why are you black ?"
Azeem : "Because Allah loves diversity"
(Robin Hood, Prince of Thieves)

ON ON !

The Beaver

August 06, 2005

Thanks :)

Thanks, 007 and Siti for filling out my little survey and posting on my guestmap :)

Thanks to RHJ for that too :)

Thanks SaltWater for dropping by so regularly and for all the kindness you've shown me :)

A more funky post to come, soon !

ON ON !

The Beaver

August 05, 2005

Editing your link list

Here's what blogger's help desk had to say about it :

Many of Blogger's default templates have a link section in them
already. To see it, log in to your blog and then click on the Template
tab. Scroll down through the code until you see something like this in
the sidebar section:

<h2 class="sidebar-title">Links</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="http://news.google.com/">Google News</a></li>
<li><a href="http://EDITME">Edit-Me</a></li>
<li><a href="http://EDITME">Edit-Me</a></li>
</ul>

You can see there are a few links already in there to get you started.
You can delete or edit these as you like. You can also add as many more
links as you want.

If you have a template without a links section, you can simply copy the
code above and paste it into your template. You'll probably want it in
the sidebar, perhaps next to the archives or previous posts list.

To change a link, paste its URL (for example, http://travelbeaver.blogspot.com) in place of "http://EDITME" in the
above example, or in place of one of the default links that comes with
your template. Then change the "Edit-Me" text to say what you want to
appear on your blog (for example, Beaver's Antics in Montreal). Finally, save your changes and republish your blog.

I hope this helps !

The Beaver




Thanks, Salt Water in California, for posting on my Guestmap !

August 04, 2005

A little bit of entertainment...

This appears to be going round the interweb bloggymajigs, feel free fill it in etc..
(Got this from Matt's Blog)

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Describe me in one word.

7. What was your first impression?

8. Do you still think that way about me now?

9. What reminds you of me?

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?

11. How well do you know me?

12. When's the last time you saw me?

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

14. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Promise not to delete any comments, no matter what you put !

The Beaver

August 03, 2005

Phil in Portugal

Hey ! my friend Phil went to Portugal and here are some beautiful pics he sent me !

Enjoy the wonderful sites of Porto, Obidos , Jeronimos and others...






































ON ON !

The Beaver

About freedom of speech and opinion

Mostly by choice, I've made sure in the past to keep my blog politics-free in past, to the exceptions of a random post in december 2004 about the last american election (sorry, it's in french) and a post about the Quebec National Holiday.

The reason for this is that I never took the time to document, elaborate and write down my political views. For some reason, I prefer a live debate. I do want to say this, and y'all welcome to debate on it : I beleive in working inside the system. I've applied to the Canadian Armed Forces, with the ultimate goal being to enter the Canadian Foreign Service. (Remember, this is Canada : we allow weed for therapeutic purposes, gay marriage is a reality, and we only engage our troops in peace-building/keeping missions !)

My struggle to become a successful public servant is truely about promoting responsible behaviour, peace, sustainable development and cultural diversity. I know, Daffy Duck (GWB), Elmer Fudd (PM Martin) and their comtemporaries all carry these flags at the moment of the elections. Which is precisely why I don't want to get involved in executive politics - a Tweety bird character like me would probably not be beleivable...

Nevertheless, I've been amazed at the amount of people who take the time to voice their opinions publicly, and I've taken the time to read their blogs and comment on them. I think the blogs I choose to link to on this page reflect to a certain degree my opinions, and I feel that I should not disclaim that. My heart goes out to all of those who take the time to document, write and publish defendable points of views. I guess I feel respect for those who take the time to be good defenders for their own points of views.

At the same time, I've never been happier to be on the northern side of the border.

ON ON !

The Beaver

August 02, 2005

Montreal Pics...

A view of the city, from the mountain...



Typical Duplex unit, on the very popular Plateau...



Sunset on Montreal (taken from the Pont Champlain)



Fountain and guitarist in the very urban "Carré Saint-Louis"



That building they put up... while I was gone... I'm always amazed at how fast construction happens...
ON ON !

The Beaver

Some Mountain Pics

Here's the Marmotte we're struggling to keep fit (let's admit it, the poor thing is obese...)

Here's one of the million, overfed, overnumerous, overfamiliar squirrels of the park...
ON ON !
The Beaver

80's Frenzy

Two weeks ago, I went to an 80's party...

(I'm the dork behind the 80's queen)

There were really a lot of people there. Some guy was pretending to be a conductor to the dancing crowd. Very cool !


Of course, we made for the stage !

I gotta say, it was priceless to dance to "Holiday", "Thriller" and "Touch me".
The Beaver

August 01, 2005

Domesticity and other short stories

The Stove Gimmick
My stove is ok ! After I got into a scrap with my landlady, the handyman who witnessed it decided to fix my stove ! I'm very happy I don't have to deal with changing stoves anymore.

Beaver the Baker
This weekend, I learned to make bread with Dave's mum. It's kinda fun to put your hands in there and get covered in flour. The bread we made was really good (especially coming out of the oven). The smell was heavenly, so I couldn't resist trying it. Turns out it was really good.

Here's the recipe (you don't need any special equipment !)

TO MAKE THE YEAST :
2 teasp. dry yeast
1 teasp. sugar
1/2 cup lukewarm water
* Mix and let it rise. (that's impressive)

TO MAKE THE DOUGH :
STEP A :
2 tbsp. veggie fat (Grisco)
2 tbsp. sugar
2 teasp. salt
1 cup boiling water
* Mix all this together and when it's gone lukewarm, add the yeast mix.
STEP B :
1 cup lukewarm milk
6 cups flour (any is ok, except for baking flour which is way to light)
* In a very large bowl, add the yeast mixture to the milk and 3 cups of flour.
* Blend well. It's going to become like cookie dough.
* Take the dough out of the bowl and onto the counter (spread some flour so it's not sticky) and progressively work the remaining flour into the dough. If the dough looks like it can't take anymore and you have 1 cup of flour left, it's ok.
* Work the dough with your hands for 15 minutes to put some air in it.
* Let the dough rise in a cloth covered bowl for 45 minutes. (If it's cold in your kitchen, preheat your oven at low temperature, then close it and make the dough rise in there.) The dough's volume should double.
* Again, work the dough with your hands for 15 minutes to put some air in it.
* Again, let the dough rise in a cloth covered bowl for 45 minutes. (If it's cold in your kitchen, preheat your oven at low temperature, then close it and make the dough rise in there.) The dough's volume should double.
*Make 2 loaves of dough (you can put them on a flat dish or in a cake pan).
* Cook at 350F (175C) for 35 minutes.

Going from Scruffy to Comfy
We are getting a new couch this week ! (My in-laws are giving it to us.) I'm very excited to have a nice, clean, comfy couch in my living room instead of an old dead brown half couch.

That's it for now !

ON ON !

The Beaver